"What Leads My Actions"
- Jul 9, 2025
- 1 min read
"What Leads My Actions" Text
I have been depressed most of my life. I still struggle with it. I know that struggle will always be there. Some days that is all I can focus on. But that is not the case most days. Many days I physically don't feel like doing anything. I try to push through how I feel to do what I actually need to do. I try to push through to do what I feel the Lord is leading me to do. My standards are not the standards of many. My priorities are not the same as many. What interests others often does not interest me. My focus is not the same as many. My interests have gotten a lot more focused. Depression rarely leads my actions. I won't say never but rarely. Sometimes my physical health leads my actions or lack of actions. I try not to let that be the case most of the time. My desire to please the Lord drives most of my actions as well as a lot of my lack of actions. I focus a lot on the mission the Lord has for me. I don't focus on a lot of average things. My focus on the mission even overrides my focus on the gift the Lord gave me (my writing). Don't be surprised when I don't do what others do. I'm not saying what they do is wrong. But it isn't my focus. I take following the Lord extremely seriously. There is a lot I don't want to hear, see, watch, or listen to. I am okay with others not understanding that.
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