"I Would Not Make It"

"I Would Not Make It" Text

I share a little of what I have gone through and continue to go through in these messages. I try to share enough to encourage but not so much to depress. I know I would not make it if I did not believe in the Lord. Before I believed, all I felt was depression and anger. I still feel that way sometimes. I continue to go through more than I share. It feels overwhelming. Some days, the emotions are so overwhelming that I do not want to do anything. Most days, how I feel physically is so draining that I do not want to do anything. I am not even sure the last time I did not feel that way physically. I can usually fight through the emotions. Sometimes I have to cry for awhile. I tell the Lord I give up. Then I cry. Then I get back to my mission. If I did not believe in the Lord, I know I would not make it. He gave me the gift of imagination and writing long before I believed in Him. He gave me a coping mechanism before I even knew about Him. That did not stop me from being depressed but it did help me escape out of it for awhile. I do not think depression like that ever completely goes away. Believing in the Lord gives me hope. Following the Lord gives me purpose. I know Yeshua (Jesus) suffered, died, and rose again to save me. He did it to save us. I believe. Without my belief in the Lord, I would not make it. I would have no hope. I would have no meaning. I want to honor the Father and the Son. I want to be led by the Holy Spirit.

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